You Didnt Care...

I cry and cry but you don't care
i plead but you don't care
i try to show you i could change
but you left me there
to stare into the eyes of the devil himself
but you didn't care
my pain brought happiness to your life
my suffering is your joy
you never realized what i meant to you until i stabbed myself
you looked at me with horror on your face
and i just smiled
you try to stop the bleeding but it wont stop
you ask me why i did it and ill say
You didn't care