Sure...

So nothing really exciting is happening...
I'm Writing a couple of stories at the moment ones called Iowa and its about two teenagers who fall in love and the other is called December 24, 2006 which is about a girl who commits suicide on Christmas Eve. I really hope to get them done soon. Also my friend Megan and i are having a photo shoot this weekend hopefully so i should have new pictures in my gallery. So just stay posted.

New Photos...

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UGH!

Today is a very boring day. Well i took some new photos but my camera is being really stupid so i wont be able to put them up for a while. Hopefully i get a new one for Christmas. Well im going to take some more pictures and hopefully i can get my photoshop to work so i can make them better.

Yet Another...

Its really cold out today, and I'm very bored. Theres nothing to do. Well I've written a bunch of poems and posted poems I've written a while ago. Well ill post more and don't forget to check out my website Rainbow Love [broken site]. Also ill post some of my photography up on my Deviantart when i get the chance I've been busy lately.

Too Far...

Sitting by yourself
In an empty room
Surrounded by darkness
You wield a shaking knife shining on the moonlight of a nearby window
You lift your opposite arm showing your wrist
Squeezing your fist shut, causing your vein to budge
You quickly slash at it over and over
Staring
You look as the crimson liquid runs down your forearm
You begin to feel dizzy, then followed by darkness, you pass out
Waking up on the cold ground you see yourself laying in a puddle of blood
You feel nothing
No pain
No relief
No happiness
Your not scared knowing you’ll die soon from the loss of blood
You think back
To all the other times you cut yourself
But this time you went too far
Too deep,
You look up at the dark ceiling wondering if you’ll go to heaven, then looking down, or hell
You glance at you wrist one last time as you drift off into a daze and collapse on the floor
Never waking up again

You Are...

You are the beat in my heart
You are the wind in my hair
You are the wolf howling in my woods
You are the thunder in the distance
You are the comfort in my bed
You are water in my ocean
and You are the love of my life

Why...

Yeah sometimes i wonder what the point in living is. I'm always to depressed its hard to be happy even when i want to... and i don't understand why. Maybe its because I've been hurt way too much. I just want it all to be better but i need some one to help.

Lonely...

Yeah so i didnt get to see him last night or this morning even though i left my physical therapy appointment 20 minutes early to see him. Well hopefully i see him tonight since its friday. Yepp so i might go sledding this weekend. Ha that should be tons of fun!

Freezing...

UGH!
Its so flipping cold out. And my heater isn't working!!! :[[ I so hate winter and Christmas, its too cold and everyone is always so happy or at least faking they are happy and its so annoying.

I Love You With All My Heart...

Under the bright night stars,
in cool clear mist,
we close our eyes,
meet our lips.
Under the heavens we kiss.

Then the night begins to thunder,
as tears of the angels roar and patter.
We don't mind though
for our cares have left us far behind


Soaked in the rain I finally see,
how much you truly mean to me.
It astounds me how much I need you to breathe,
To hear you say that you love me.
I whisper in your ear
You are my dear,
please never leave.
I love you, could you love me?

Under the bright night stars
I see a tear slip from your eyes.
To me you say
You mean heaven and earth,
I love you with all my heart.

Yet Another Day Goes By...

So today i started writing a short story for English but i think I'm going to drag it out to be longer. Its like the first time i actually want to do a writing piece for a class, and I'm really surprised i want to make it a lot longer. Well besides all of that i had a French one-on-one conversation with my French teacher and i thought i was going to bomb it but i got a ninety, so thats really exciting. But other than that my day has been pretty usual.

Pure Boredom...

Today was so boring. Nothing really exciting happened. Just the same normal stuff just it was really cold, and on my way to physical therapy i almost slipped in the parking lot, yeah it was the most wonderful thing ever. Yes I'm being sarcastic. Well I've decided what i want to do when i grow up, hehe. Well i want to write children's books, become a hair/make-up artist, and design clothes. Yeah but first i want to get out of Cortland.

Snow Day Number One!

Yeah theres really no big deal about this snow day. I would rather be at school because there is nothing to do and i woke up early and cant fall back asleep. So yeah im pretty bored. Hopefully i find something cool to do. I guess ill write more later.